“In the universe, there are things that are known, and things that are unknown, and in between, there are doors.”
William Blake
The sun has melted the morning frost. There is still a thin layer of ice on the pond. And we never got above 40 degrees today. Gray skies now dominate so it both looks and feels cold.
In reference to Blake’s quote, I believe that each day does offer us doors to open or close. Today I both closed and opened doors. Due to exposure yesterday to Covid I changed my travel plans to spend an early Thanksgiving this week with my dad, my two sisters and brother-in-law and instead will celebrate his 94th birthday with him in January. There is no need to put my dad in any danger at his age. I feel a sadness. I want to be with my family.
I understand we cannot totally isolate ourselves from covid or any other virus or anyone who is indifferent to another’s safety. Nor can we protect others from any danger. I’m aware people are gathering again in large groups as if things are okay or they will be okay. I’ve heard there is now a cruise ship in Australia with almost 800 cases of COVID detected. And, I have moved back into the coffee shop routine. Aware that I am taking a risk for exposure, or worse yet, exposing someone. Yes, we have doors to choose, to open or close. I’m rethinking my stance on all this and may open fewer coffee shop doors and close a few. Just thinking out loud.
6 Comments
Earl
I’m sorry that things didn’t work out for a family visit this week, Monte. I would have made the same choice in your situation, and here’s hoping you’ve managed to dodge COVID this time. This is a wonderful photo; I like the thoughts about doors and choices.
P.S. Bonnie said to tell you there’s always a place at our table and a bed to rest upon if you ever want to make the trip.
Monte Stevens
Thank you for the kind words and the invitation. I have thought about it all morning. I will take you up on it if I make it out your way.
I would like to know a lot of people would make the same choice but that’s probably not the case. I just keep doing what seems good for everyone and take the focus off of my self-centeredness.
Faye White
I’m sorry your travel plans had to be rescheduled; January’s visit will be even sweeter. Everyone is anxious to return to life ‘before’. I don’t believe that’s possible for a very long time. If I could, I’d go back to life before arthritis. If only I could choose the correct door. 😉
Monte Stevens
I talked with dad and he was disappointed but seems to be adjusting to the idea of more solo time with him in January. It could be a good thing as he will not have to deal with both my sister and myself vying for his attention. I will still be able to call and talk.
I am at that point where the arthritis is becoming more noticable, another adjustment in life to face. Holding to the idea of returning to ‘before’ prevents way to many of us from living in the present. Have a great day!!!
Mark
Neat photo Monte. I would have made the same choice if exposed. It is just so hard to know. We are all just trying to navigate as best as possible, hoping to have a few more doors to peek in.
Monte Stevens
Thanks, Mark. I love the doors, also. They are located outside a local playhouse theater and is part of a fenced in patio area. I thought it was cool and have had it archived for 3-4 years. I am coming to a settled place about my decision. Life can feel difficult when we want everything our way. 😩