So this morning I needed to take my car in because it was making a noise. I dropped it off then took the bus home. It takes two bus rides and a walk halfway across campus to get home and about 45 minutes. I discovered and appreciate just how easy bicycling really is.
I feel sadness today. Found out my medical insurance did not pay as much as expected so now I owe more. The car is going to cost more than expected. This country, and the world, seems to be bent on hatred and violence, unrest and division, all of which causes finger pointing, blaming, and always perpetuating resentments. Coming to mutual solutions doesn’t seem to be on the horizon. And believing our diversity is our strength rather than a problem doesn’t seem to be part of anyone’s vision.
But on a positive note we have beautiful blue skies and sunshine to bask in. So, once I arrived home, I let nature speak to my soul, as only she can. I sat in the warm sun, which feels almost like being hugged, and ate a refreshing orange. I watched leaves dancing with the wind and excitedly take to the air. I watched a group of Sparrows snatching insects out of the air. I listened to Blue Jays making a racket in the trees. They could be arguing but I doubt they will kill each other. And, I sit with inner silence, my journal, pen and let my breath be my prayer. Thanks for listening if you read this far.
7 Comments
Tom Dills
Things can (and do) look pretty dire, but I like that you accentuate the positive, Monte! Hard as it can be sometimes.
Monte Stevens
Thanks, Tom. I just finished another bicycle ride which helps too. A bike ride helps me keep my focus on the present instead of messing around in my head. It’s a beautiful day at 81 degrees.
geri oster
As this day is racing toward its end, getting more and more out of my control, I knew that I needed help and perspective…so here I am. Thank you, Monte. Sometimes just knowing that we aren’t the only ones (!), and a little redirection to the truth, is all I need to breathe, trust and smile and embrace the glory that surrounds me. Blessings to you and Tom, Monte. Thanks for saving my butt yet again!
Monte Stevens
It’s my privilege to be a butt saver! I’m sorry to hear that you had an out of control day, also. As we continue our journey through life, it’s not that life gets better, it’s that we learn how to handle it better. Hope you had a good day, my friend!
geri oster
As this day is racing toward its end, getting more and more out of (my) control, I knew that I needed help and perspective…so here I am. Thank you, Monte. Sometimes just knowing that we aren’t the only ones (!), and a little redirection to the truth, is all I need to breathe, trust and smile and embrace the glory that surrounds me. Blessings to you and Tom, Monte. Thanks for saving my butt yet again! P.S. I am terribly sorry for the very sad and upsetting financial news, Monte. I’m trusting for you that your Higher Power soon will reveal Its solution for you there as well. Love and prayers!
Faye White
Yes, some days seem filled with disappointment and obstacles. I can usually pick myself up and brighten my outlook, but it often takes a prayer, or two, or more.
Monte Stevens
On some days the gift of life is facing and dealing with the disappointments and obstacles. I also find the use of prayer to be a benefit. I’ve discovered that praying for a situation usually only changes us and our attitude. And, it does take multiple prayers!